Thursday, July 28, 2011

Finally, destiny is like what I ever thought before!



Jadi, ceritanya, hari ini tanggal 28. Beberapa orang udah ada yang  nanya sih, gimana UIN, gimana? Masuk apa?, dll-lah. Aku nanggepinnya polos aja: "Aku belom liat, sabar ye.. ntar aku kasi tau."
Sampe jam 11-an malem, tanggal 27, aku sms intan. Aku bilang, aku ngedegdeg, trauma liat situs yang belakangnya ac.id. Jelas, ntan nenangin as usual people do-lah. Akhirnya aku buka, dan..


skinsyutnyahhhh :'(

Aku masuk UIN, guys! UIN UIN UIN UIN UIN UIN UIN, bukan UI :'(
Langsung nyanyi lagunya JB:
"Im crying like a baby, baby, baby, uuuuuuuu"

Udahan nyanyinya, aku sms ntan lagi:
"Alhamdulillah, Komunikasi Penyiaran Islam. Lumayanlah. Thanks yah, I wouldn't reach this without you."
Pun, sms beberapa temen, dan seorang temen yang aku harepin banget konfirmasinya namanya Rika, dia juga ambil KPI, but unfortunately, Rika ga lulus. :(
Sedihnya, Adit, Yara juga ga lulus. Nah Intan, dia masuk pendidikan Bahasa Inggris.
Misah-misah.. Huhuhu. Hate this much.

Nasib deh, terima aja. Huhuhu. Masih ada waktu buat memperbaiki kesalahan di masa lalu. aammiiiin, semoga..

Hari ini juga, aku bakal ke kampus, abisan berkas formulirnya cuma di kasih waktu 2 hari buat diambil. Ke kampus deh, dianter teteh.
Begitu dapet formulir, langsung pulang lagi.
Huhuhuhu..

WELCOME TO MY SELF IN THIS PART OF MISERY

Me NOW!

I thought I had everybody by my side, but I went and blew it all sky high,
.......
I no, I shouldn't mope around I shouldn't curse
But the pain feels so much worse
.........
Now I learned a lesson I won't soon forget. Listen and you wont regret
Be true to yourself don't miss your chance
And you won't end up like the fool who ripped his pants
 -spongebob squarepants-
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Well, finally I'm going to start my study in a collage after I failed  myself to educated myself at University of Indonesia.
Well, I hope, I stop to mope and enjoy my time at Islamic State University of Bandung.
I take Department of Communication and Boardcasting.
Well, maybe it's my destiny.

Afterward, my Mommy was on sick since 2 days ago.
She's going to meeting at my lil brother's school, now.
Actually, I'm feeling so worry about this one.
I always pray of her happiness, lately.
You know, it's so annoying when seeing people we love is hurt or else.

Lately, I always wonder for much things and also wonder about reason why MIRACLE seems hate me.
I cant make it, or steal it from the another one.

Or big probably I don't need MIRACLE definetely? No, I dont know.

Hate this feeling. you know?
When you think something is right in you hand, but, BLAAAAAAAAAAR! that's disappeare and flow away

SS - web

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

God, I hope, She will be healt soon…

I cant hold my self to debate her words if she's trying to blame me
Let it to be cure, God
So her heart will be warmer and warmer
So she stops to angry about anything on me, on all

Just gimme a miracle, just for this scene
Let it happens to me, God..
Please

*flicker



Just like nite before: can't sleep :(

*physically
And dunno why think about it constantly...
>.<


Monday, July 25, 2011

Insomaniac!

Stress!

Hampir tiap malem ga bisa tidur.
It's happening almost all days in this week.
Capek yah, ga bisa tidur.
Kaburnya pasti komputer lagi, spamming lagi, hape lagi, si adam lagi.
Anyhow, Dia satu-satunya orang yang paling stay tune at midnite kalo insomnia aku kambuh, ga papa deh aku disebutin mulu teletubies, yang penting ada manusia nemenin aku.


Anyway, kalo ngomongin Adam itu, aku kenal dia di Fesbuk, situs jejaring sosial yang akhir-akhir ini masuk dalam list hidup aku yang galau. Namanya bagus, jadi aku add deh-----historynya jelek amat yah cuma karena namanya lucu. Wkwkwkwk.
Adam tinggal di Purworejo, dia suka nyebut kotanya itu pake sebutan "Porjo". Who's care what it called! =P
Adam seumuran aku, dia baru masuk Universitas Negeri Yogyakarta, Pendidikan Bahasa Inggris, tahun ini. Orangnya usil gila, jayus banget. Kerjaannya godain orang, bilang aku kayak teletubies lah, kayak barbielah, kayak anak umur 10 tahunlah, padahal aku ga gitu-gitu amaat =P

dari fb adam :P
Well, ngomongin apa yah? Bosen ngomongin Adam. Hahaha. >.<
Badeweii, Guess what's kind of video I've watched in this morning?
Melly Goeslow ft. Eric, OSTnya AADC.
It's been along time ga inget itu, AADC. The film which show me how amazing literature is.
Ini salah satu puisi yang ada di film itu.

Ketika tunas ini tumbuh
Serupa tubuh yang mengakar
Setiap nafas yang terhembus adalah kata
Angan, debur dan emosi
Bersatu dalam jubah terpautan
Tangan kita terikat
Lidah kita menyatu
Maka apa terucap adalah sabda pendita ratu
Ahh.. di luar itu pasir di luar itu debu
Hanya angin meniup saja
Lalu terbang hilang tak ada
Tapi kita tetap menari
Menari cuma kita yg tau
Jiwa ini tandu maka duduk saja
Maka akan kita bawa
Semua.. Karena.. Kita.. Adalah..
SATU
Actually, hari ini ga begitu bagus, having some problems with we 're falling n love emang ga bagus.
Same as usual, jam 4 tadi ordinary angelnya Frente bunyi, ini smsnya:

"Ningnya akan merasa sendirian. Kalo yang Ning liat cuma Ning saja."


Lah. Justru aku ngeliat ke semua arah, dan sadar, ternyata gak ada siapa-siapa sama aku, yang nemenin aku bicara, ngobrol, basa-basi, nyampah, merenung, semuanya.
But life must go on, kan? Meski capek, meski rasanya ga tahan dan pengen cepet-cepet keluar dari masalah. Ya, aku cuma ga tau gimana caranya. Itu aja.




Sunday, July 24, 2011

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Screen Shoot Chat ^^
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: hi
Stranger: hey there :P
You: :D
Stranger: whats going on?
You: nothing
You: boringhere
You: :P
Stranger: i like your smiley face :D
You: ym please..
You: :D
Stranger: ym?
Stranger: what does that mean?
You: yahoo messenger
You: :)
Stranger: no, but i have skype :P
You: oh, poor me
You: doesnt mind
You: :)
Stranger: are you a guy or a girl?
You: girl..
Stranger: awww, see now im bummed
You: hahaha
You: why?
Stranger: cuz we couldve had an interesting conversation on yahoo :P
You: yes..
You: :D
You: how about facebook?
Stranger: depends send me a link to your profile first. i have to see if youre add worthy ^.^
You: wait.
You: :)
You: hey you a girl?
You: http://www.facebook.com/rhaofdementhia
Stranger: ok
Stranger: no, im a 17 year old dude
Stranger: nope :P
You: lol
You: from?
Stranger: vermont usa :P
You: so far
You: :D
You: come to indonesia
You: i can to be your guide
Stranger: ? hahaha yeah right
You: yess.
You: :)
Stranger: ill be shot :P
You: why not?
You: hahaha
Stranger: jk
You: jk?
Stranger: i dont even have a passport :P it means just kidding
You: oh, just make it..
You: :)
You: i wait
You: :)
Stranger: you really want to meet me dont you? haha
You: yes
You: :)
You: u wanna know something?
Stranger: sure :P
You: i ever talking with much ppl in omegle and always feeel sad
You: cz
You: talking just a while
You: and never in touch again
You: forever
You: and i hate to be like that
Stranger: yeah but you dont even know me for reals :P i could be a murderer or some crazy ******* :P
You: i find u as a good guy
You: :)
Stranger: awww well thanks ^.^
You: please, dont lie..
You: :P
Stranger: ok
Stranger: i dont usually lie anyway :P
You: pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
You: :P
You: lol
Stranger: fine
You: how your study?
You: :D
Stranger: what?
You: study?
You: education
Stranger: ooohhh
Stranger: im a senior in highschool this year :P
Stranger: i sent you a friend request
You: wow.. and im an fresh graduate
You: :P
You: i cant find that..
Stranger: how old are you?
You: 17
Stranger: it might be under spam
Stranger: ohh yeah america has a way different system than the rest of the world :P
You: hmm
You: :)
You: good reason..
You: hey, just gimme ur facebook.
You: cz i cant find that
Stranger: ok. give me a sec
You: :)
You: ok
Stranger: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=10000251227****
Stranger: there you go ^.^
You: :)
You: thanks..
You: :D
Stranger: no problem
You: got that!
You: lol
Stranger: wow youre so pretty :)
Stranger: i know, im funny ^.^
You: and you were handsome guy too
You: :)
You: lol
Stranger: thanks :P haha
Stranger: most people find me cute ^.^
You: someone is sad on your facebook wall, she's your girlfriend?
You: isnt she?
Stranger: no, shes my best friends sister, i just moved across the country and she misses me
You: wow..
You: :)
Stranger: we were good friends for like the last 3 years
You: missin' ppl
You: good
You: :)
You: nice friendship
You: :)
Stranger: yeah its hard not to miss me, i was like her brother :P her mom creid when i told the family goodbye
Stranger: *cried
You: kinds of sad situation.
Stranger: yeah im still trying to get over it, i was kinda in love with her :P and now i wont see her anymore
You: aw, its so romantic scene
You: :)
Stranger: no, its a bummer, cuz i know she would never go with me :(
You: :(
You: but, why?
Stranger: we were, just really close friends and she didnt want to ruin that with a physical relationship. but it doesnt make me love her any less she'ss always be my baby
You: hmm.. physical? hey, i wanna ask you something about that..
Stranger: ok :P
You: physical relationship, it's something influence with body? or feel, i cant catch the "physical" point
You: sorry before..
Stranger: yeah, like we loved each other a lot, but she didnt want to take it further than friendship
You: got it..
You: and you cant hold your feeling?
Stranger: i just kind of ignore it :P i know its never going to go away, so i just put it away when we're together
Stranger: i think about her all the time, but when we would hang out i'de just tell myself not to think about it
You: it sucks my heart, i know how hard is it..
You: so sorry to hear that
You: it so romantic actually
Stranger: its ok
You: *romantic
Stranger: she actually doesnt know how much i love her, she just thinks i like her as a friend
You: i'm starting to crying
You: lol
You: :'(
You: she should be lucky girl to have you.
You: :)
Stranger: yeah, but aside from that, tell me about yourself :)
You: :P
You: why me?
Stranger: hahaha yeah i get that a lot
You: lol
Stranger: cuz ide like to know you
Stranger: :)
You: okay
You: :)
You: hahaha
Stranger: do you have any hobbies?
You: yes, i love reading
You: :)
You: i damnly love Dan Brown, u might know him.
You: :)
Stranger: well thats kool :)
You: i love music, just to listen it, not make it
You: :)
Stranger: i make it :)
You: i write poems and short story badly
You: you make it?
You: good
You: :D
Stranger: yeah guitar and singing
You: i love singing, i can do that. i love guitar, but failed always when play it
You: lol
Stranger: yeah it takes a lot of time to learn it :P ive been at it for 5 years
You: so long..
You: :)
Stranger: hahaha thats what she said
You: you get a courses
Stranger: ?
Stranger: no, i taught myself
You: *do you get any courses?
You: its good
Stranger: yeah i think classes would diminish my learning :P i never liked class
You: why?
You: it's so boring for you, isnt it?
You: '.'a
Stranger: cuz they want you to work a their pace and sometimes with guitar it can take me a month or 30 seconds to figure something out :P
You: omg
You: lol
Stranger: and its boring :P lol
You: :D
You: yah, its boring, just like life itself
You: lol
Stranger: :P hahaha
You: well
You: nice to know you
You: hahaha
Stranger: nice to know you too, i hope to talk to you again on facebook
You: and you make it lots of funny
Stranger: hahaha i know im a joker
You: yess i hope too.
You: a joker one.
Stranger: goodbye :)
You: bye,
You: :)

I stole this from his facebook^^
 PS: I know his name and his face from facebook only.

Why is everything so confusing?


How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind. Can't win your losing fight all the time.
Not gonna ever own what's mine when you're always taking sides. You won't take away my pride. No, not this time, not this time.
How did we get here? When I use to know you so well. How did we get here? Well, I think I know.
The truth is hiding in your eyes and it's hanging on your tongue. Just boiling in my blood, but you think that I can't see.
What kind of man that you are if you're a man at all. Well, I will figure this one out, on my own, on my own!
I'm screaming "I love you so..." but my thoughts you can't decode.
Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves. Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves. 
I think I know. I think I know.
There is something I see in you. It might kill me I want it to be true.
 DECODE - PARAMORE

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Tired of this, wanna quit but can't accept reality when you hurt..
Hold or let it go?

source: tumblr

Saturday, July 23, 2011

December, 10th 2010 \(^o^)/

see inside! ^^











this is it! ^^


Tentang Ka Riskawati Riska ^^

Baru aja tadi, dapet pesan pendek dari Ka Riska :D

Do not get too stressed just because everything isn't like the way you want it to be.
God is still working behind the scenes.
#Ihatequotes

Tanggal 21 kemaren dapet juga dari Ka Riska :D


Sometimes you may to be disappointed at not getting something you want.
But it probably better at all for you.
*quote yang keduanya diubah sedikit tatabahasanyanya ^^v maap yah, kaka.

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Ka Ika itu salah satu mahasiswi UI yang baru aja jadi sarjana humaniora beberapa pekan lalu.
Aku kenal Ka Ika dari Abang, waktu Abang ngusulin aku masuk UI, aku di kasih nomornya Ka Ika. Baru deh aku smsan. Sampai suatu hari Ka Ika muncul di friend request list aku(yang ujungnya aku tahu, Abang yang kirim Ka Ika suggestion).

Jadi deh, Ka Ika menjelma manusia setengah malaikat yang kuat banget nyemangetin aku.

Ini Ka Ika ^^

Thanks yah Kaka..
:D
Makasih buat semangat, undangan, cerita sama obrolan yang Kaka kasih sama aku.
May Allah give you more than what you ever gave to anyone, include me. Amiin. ^^

Friday, July 22, 2011

You're laughing because you don't know yet...


"No, you are all dummies: Candle that shine in the middle of the lamps"






Boring!

Mamah sering banget marah-marah akhir-akhir ini. Kata beliau, aku kurang semanget, kayak zombie, apadeh, banyakkk..
Aku juga tau sih, aku juga sadar kalo akhir-akhir ini semangat aku ngedrop banget.
Abisan gimana, masa-masa galau gini gak ada yang bisa aku kerjain.
Aku maen keluar? malah abis-abisin uang.
Aku maenin hape, udah bossseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenn.
Aku cuci-cuci pasti aja ada juga yang dikomen.
Aku tidur? tidur aja udah males kalo gak pagi-pagi gara-gara begadang.

Laaaaaahh.
Idup aku berantakan pisan. Gak ada rutinitas jelas.
Capedeeeeeeeeeeh.

Dia udah jarang ngobrol lama sama aku, apalagi orang lain yang gak begitu deket.
Sms juga jarang.
Hambarlah.

Lengkap bosennya idup aku.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

SIMAK UI GAGAL: PLaNs-tO-FaLL-fRoM-PaSupAti-fLyOvEr

Galau banget..

Jam 8 pagian si Kakak udah maen sms aja. katanya SIMAK UI ada pengumumannya di kompas! OMG, kagetlah, secara yang aku baca di web mah tanggal 24 baru kelar pengumumannya. Kakak minta nomor peserta aku, deg-degan sih, tapi rasanya firasat aku udah kayak telor pecah setengah di ujung tanduk, yaudah tapi nikmatin aja, meski aku 88% yakin kalo aku ga lulus.

Gak lama kemudian Ordinary angelnya Frente bunyi, sms dari kakak: 
"Nomor dd ga ada. :("

Yah, gagal deh. Pengen nangis, langsung nyolokin mode.m, masuk ke sini. Masukin nomor peserta, sambila H2C semoga yang di koran cuma sebagan ato salah cetak (gak mungkin banget. hahaha). Hasilnya sama, beuhhhhh.

"Maaf, anda belum lulus seleksi masuk kali ini."

(Aku bold yah, biar mantep :D )


Pengen nangis, mata berkaca-kaca udah kayak emak-emak ditinggal anak satu-satunya merantau. Langsung teriak sama mamah, (mamah ada di bawah, jadi teriak, mau nyamperin takut nangis depan beliau, uuuuhh, enggak maulah yauu), "Mamahhh... SIMAK ade gagal.."
Aku engga tahu mamah nangkep getaran sedih dari intonasi aku atau engga, yang jelas aku udah mau nangis banget, sambil ngetik sms, "Ning ga lulus SIMAK :(".

Rasanya waktu itu nyesek banget, sumpah. Pengen guling-guling sampe nangis pokoknya.
Beberapa kali si Ivory (hape aku) dari siang itu sampe isya ngelantunin lagu frente, isinya semua nanya dan nyemangetin, terharu banget sama orang-orang yang ada saaat aku jatuh. (thank Eca, Midmid, Intan, Aditya, Yara, Ka Riska, Dianah, Ka Salmah, Abang, Mas Adam, dan orang-orag yang ga bisa aku sebutin namanya satu-satu. lavtyuaaaalll..)



Sampe saat ini, aku masih galau banget. Mungkin galau aku berenti kalo ntar aku masuk UIN kali yah..
Semoga Univ ini mampu bikin aku nerima kenyataan., sebelum tahun depan aku siap-siap jadi mahasiswa beralmamater KUNING! Aaamiin.
^^

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Ve: My Endless Love \(´▽`)/

"My Chubby Cheeks, cheeseeeeeeeee..." :D
Have no takin' bath :P

See thiiiiiiissssssssssss!

Do not take my photo :D


Monday, July 18, 2011

Kamu absurd!

Kenapa kamu masih mau sih? Jadi bayangan, jadi yang terseret, jadi kelas kosong, jadi gelas tanpa isi, jadi ponsel tanpa baterai, jadi saus tanpa cabai, jadi wortel tanpa oranye, jadi lirik tanpa nada, jadi madu tanpa manis, jadi tempe tanpa kedelai, jadi pijakan tanpa lahan, jadi ombak tanpa laut, jadi burung tanpa sayap, jadi pelangi tanpa warna-warni, jadi tungku tanpa kayu, jadi sumbu tanpa abu, jadi sapi tanpa daging, jadi rumput tanpa kambing!!

Mengapa kamu suka sih? Jadi guru tanpa murid, jadi pendengar tanpa ada yang di dengar, jadi pantai tanpa pasir, jadi daun tanpa akar, jadi luruh tanpa dibasuh, jadi kereta tanpa lokomotif, jadi serabi tanpa tepung, jadi es batu tanpa beku, jadi gunung tanpa lembah, jadi atas tanpa bawah, jadi bos tanpa jongos, jadi raga tanpa nyawa, jadi manusia tanpa jiwa! 

Kamu selalu buat aku gak habis pikir. kamu tahu apa? itulah satu-satunya alasan kenapa aku masih disini, sama kamu..

Friday, July 8, 2011

BIMTEST !

6 Juli kemaren, kakak panitia bimtes aku ngsms, katanya ada technical meeting di mesid UIN, tanggal 7 jam 4.
Males banget, ceuk aku teh, ngapain da aku mah ga bakal nginep.
Heuheu..

But theeeeeeeeeeeeen, aku malah dateng. Hahaha.
baru sampe gerbang UIN aku sms kaka panitia yang kemaren sms aku (namanya gatau deh siapa).

"Kaka, ternyata yang techmeeting di mesjid banyak, bimtestnya kita dimana yah?"

Ga ada bales. Aku sms lagi.

"Kaka..."

Masih ga ada balesan.
Udah mulai kesel, panitia aneh, dasaaaaaarrr..
Hihii. Esmosi.
Terus aku telpon, nanya mekanisme dll.
What the stressed! Si kakanya malah ga tau dan ngasih aku nomor kaka yang lain. beuuuuuuuuh..

Akhirnya kaka yang satu lagi setelah aku telpon ngejelasin. Syukurrrrrrrr deh. Ga mau jadi bola pingpong yang dilempar kesana kemari soalnya. Hihihi.

Happ! Sampe deh di meja registrasi, langsung disambut kakak-kakak kerudungan sepinggang.
(Padahal akunya pake jeans, cardigan selutut, kaos kaki sama kerudung yang cuma nutupin dada aja, ga sampe pinggang gitu, ga pake jubah, ga pake rok >.< huawwwwwwaaa. minder..)
Lebay. Hahha.
Next, aku ngdeketin segerombolan kakak jilseping (jilbab sepinggang). maap yah, aku ga tau nama kakak-kakak >.<
Terjadilah percakapan demikian:

Aku: Kakak, Bimtest LDM ya, ka?

Kakak 1: Iyah. Mau registrasi kan? Akhwat di sebelah sana yah, ini ikhwan soalnya. (Si Kakak 1 senyum-senyum sambil liatin aku dari bawag sampe atas.)

Aku: Iyah, makasih yah, ka. Permisi. (Sambil ga enak di liatin gitu, padahal baju aku ga ketat iiih. kali jeans aku di ganti sama rok juga aku mirip kek mereka. ahahaha. ngarep.)

(Pas aku lagi ngesot ke meja satunya lagi, da itu lesehan si Kaka 2 gomong sama si kakak 1.)

 Kakak 2: Ih, itu mah bukan akhwat ih, cewek itu mah. (sambil cekikikan, kakk 1 juga ikut cekikikan.)

Gleeeeeeeekk! -.-a
Ya Allah, apa sih ini? Aku juga tau aku bukan akhwat, aku juga ga mau dipanggil akhwat, tapi gak usah di verbalisasi gitu, dong.
>.<

Minutes later, aku udah dalem mesjid,sama puluhan anak yang juga ikut bimtes.
Di sebelah kiri aku duduk perempuan berkerudung paris putih, kemeja kotak merah sepinggang sama jeans biru pudar gitu. Dari tadi tiap aku ngelirik dia dia pasti lagi BBMan, ato YMan ato fesbukan, ato ngetwitt, atau apa deh, jejaring maya gitu pokoknya.
Di sebelah kanan aku duduk perempuan yang pipinya chubby banget, endut, pake rok motif kupukupu, kaos panjang, sama kerudung instan gitu, dia ngenalin diri, namanya Risma, aku kenalan juga sama beberapa temennya yang samasama masuk dari Tasik gitu. Kita sempet tukeran nomor hape dan ngobrol panjang.

Beres technical meeting, ada pembagian mentor gitu, tiap kelompok delapan orang. Karena daftar paling akhir, aku masuk kelompok delapan, kelompok paling akhir. Nama mentornya Teh Reni, kerudungnya sepinggang juga, imut-imut kecil, kulitnya sama kayak aku, ada lesung pipinya, anak pendidikan fisika yang udah semester 7 gitu.
Sayangnya hari itu kelompok aku cuma dateng 4 orang. Ada aku, Intan, Ana, sama Tiara yang aku panggil Yara.
Aku sama Intan ambil English Edu, Tiara ambil Edu of Elementary Teacher, Ana ambil Chem.
Aku seneng banget punya temen satu subjurusan, padahal kita belum masuk. Hihihi.

Pulanggg..

Aku pulang bareng sama Intan. Pas di jalan, aku ketemu perempuan yang onlen terus tadi, ternyata dia satu sekolahan sama Intan, namanya Aditya. Akhirnya aku pulang bareng deh sama mereka.


Let's see, seseru apa sih besokk..
:D

Monday, July 4, 2011

SIMAK UI: LaNgKaH-di-MuLai-SaaT-iNi :D

Kartu Ujian akuuuuuu :D



Tadi aku ikutan SIMAK di SMKN 3.
:D
Hahhaha..
Susah gilaaaaaaaaaa... Mana aku ambil prodi IPS padahal aku jurusan IPA.
Yauda sih, udah kejadian,

Tadi, pengawas yang tandatangan kartu aku namanya Bu Esther.
Orang kristen kayaknya, kulitnya putih pucat, rada gendut, ada lesung pipinya.
Sejak masuk kelas, udah belasan kali aku ga sengaja ketemu sama matanya.
Elaaaaaaaaah. Degdegaaann.
Hahhaha, tajem banget natapnya.
Pas lagi periksa kartu ujian bagian meja aku, di bediri lama banget, teurs nunjuk-nunjuk foto aku yang ada di kertas print yang baru aku print kemaren malem.

"Ini kamu?"

Kata dia. Ya eyalah, kata aku dalem hati. Emang ga mirip apa foto aku sama aku?

"Iya, bu. Saya."

Rada cengar-cengir aku jawab.
Si Ibu tetep nunjuk-nunjuk foto aku pake pulpen, dahinya kerut-kerut gini.
Beeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuhh.. si ibu nampak bener-bener meragukan kalo di foto itu emang aku. Maaf ye, bu. Ga jaman jaman gini joki-jokian. aku ga kaya juga ga sampe mau jadi joki kaleee.
Kata aku dalem hati, hehehe.

Akhirnya si ibu bilang
"Haha. becanda, neng. jangan manyun aatuh."

Lah, si ibu -.-a

Terusan si ibu nanya keapa ikut simak, gimana SNMPTNnya, dll saat aku lagi ujian, ujian lho..
Aku lagi ngerjain soal-soal yang bisa aja nentuin baik-buruknya masa depan aku. Babababbabababaaaaaaaaaa...


Untung aja gak berlangsung lama. Fyuhhhhh~
Yess! come to concentrate anymore for my annoying test.
Hahahaha.

And voilaaaaaaaaaa! :D
Beres bari jeung yakin pointnya kecil.

Hufttttttttttt...
Ninggalin ruangan deh, jalan sendirian lagi di lorong-lorong SMKN 3 yang baru di renov.


"Ya Allah, aku tumpukan padaMu..."

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Face This Situation More Than Thousand

Lagi surfing ga jelas, tiba-tiba nemuin ini di sini. Lucu banget..
Tapi gila, $48.14 mahal banget..
( _  _" )

Ada yang mau beliin gue? Hahaha..