Apologi dan Cerita Tentang PRD

Hallo, fellows! :D 

Sore yang asyik setelah melewati siang yang panas. Beberapa menit yang lalu saya ada di balkon, sama se-mug penuh teh pahit hangat, duduk di kursi bambu yang warnanya udah ga cantik lagi diserap cuaca dan membayangkan dia--si canubi (´⌣`ʃƪ)  tentang kenapa dia mirip bala-bala, kenapa dia bisa tau hampir segala hal yang saya ingin tau, tentang kenapa dia selalu punya kejutan aneh-aneh yang menyenangkan, tentang kenapa bisa ada bunga matahari di kedua matanya, ya.. Begitulah. Canubi ga pernah berhenti jadi pertanyaan sengit selama ini.
Jadi aja bicarain canubi teruus >,< Ah!

By the way, fellows, siang tadi, saya membunuh waktu di PRD. FYI, PRD itu ruang perpustakaan referensi dosen. Berdasarkan namanya, ruangan perpustakaan ini memang dibikin untuk referensi dosen. Dengan kata lain, mahasiswa ya ga berhak ada di sana.

Tapi nyatanya banyak mahasiswa yang nyari tugas disana. Mulanya, untuk saya, adanya mahasiswa di PRD itu rada kontroversial juga mengingat nilai guna dari itu perpus yang diperuntukan untuk dosen. Lucunya, pengurus

Hari Ini Aku Bolos Diskusi Suaka, Kakaks..

Hari ini aku bolos diskusi Suaka, kaka! Aku ga suka bolosss. :(

Ini gara-gara pelatihan jurnalistik yang berkasnya berjubeeel itu. Tadi kami maketin banyak paket yang mau disebar ke sekolah se-Garut. Masya Allah sekalilaahh..

Soal pembolosan diskusi Suaka, aku makin merasa jadi anak magang yang terhinakan. (Oo.. God, please.. >,<)
Kenapaaaaa?
Sebabnya ada dua..

Satu, aku gak pernah sekalipuuuuun ngirim berita online meski bahasannya aku dapet banyak. Aku ga ada ghirah nulis kalo ga kepepet -_- 

Omong-omong soal nulis, Kaka Dani sms aku waktu aku lagi di kelas. Dia bilang, anak HMJ mau ngadain pendataan minat. Jadi kelas  ga boleh bubar dulu.
Setelah beberapa anak HMJ masuk, mereka nyuruh kami nulis nama, alamat email, nomor telpon sama minat kita.
Pilih satu diantara ini:

• Public Speaking: bahasa anak UIN-nya "Khitobah".
• Writing: bahasa anak UIN-nya "Kitabah"
• Radio, Films and Television Broadcasting: bahasa anak UIN-nya "I'lam"

Dan waktu Orientasi Jurusan kemarin, aku milih nulis. Tapi hari ini, aku milih broadcasting. Ga istiqamah juga sih. Tapi gimana.. Aku udah males nulis :(
Dilematis sih, apalagi sekarang aku pengen banget jadi wartawan. Yaa.. Seenggaknya wartawan kampuslah. Tapi dengan semangat aku yang suram dalam kepenulisan...

Aku jadi gak yakin kalo aku bakal beneran pegang kartu pers. :(

Apa jadinya wartawan tanpa menulis???

Hupp* Baiklah, balik ke yang tadi, alasan kedua aku kenapa aku bilang aku adalah anak magang yang terhinakan adalaaah...

Ini, aku ga diskusi mingguan. Meski cuma ga dateng sekali, tapi... aku merasa lengkap terhinaaaa. Hiks!

>,<


Wartawan tanpa nulis, tanpa tukar pikiran juga. Huuuuft sekali.

Aku jadi kepikiran berenti punya cita-cita wartawan deh. Aku ngerasa cuma punya idealisme tanpa aksi..
Aku ga mau jadi pemegang kartu pers tapi kualitas dalam diri aku aja masih aku pertanyakan.
Aku balik lagi aja ke dunia yang dulu, yang imajinatif, yang kalimatnya fiktif, yang jarang berdasarkan data, yang semaunya aku aja.

Hallo, the another dream list, say welcome to me..

Strawberry!

Pic by me, take near balcony - 13.14, Feb 13 2012

"Terima kasih untuk sekotak stroberi tadi pagi. Kamu baik sekali. Aku tau kamu pasti mengelak jika aku bilang tak usah repot-repot. Tapi jauh dalam keinginanku, aku tetap akan berkata demikian."

A Menu for You and I Someday

I'm in love with imagining. I love to visualize my dreams on my mind.

I love to see everything I can't see with my eyes.

I love to close my eyes in the middle of crowded and feel the silence.

I love to be sink around the future and you..

My imagination today brings me to the menu when we have already married, someday.

I imagine, for every weekdays you and I will be so busy as usual. Everythings we do will be in hurry.

I'll tidy up my veil in hurry, and tidy up your tie with the same way too.

We'll have no time to sit and praise each other.

Traffic and tasks can not waiting for us.

That's mean we don't have time to breakfast and just takin' this in hurry.

I imagine, you and I will be have to saving our money to renovate our home.

To make it happens, you'll need to take a lunch box for lunch, so do with me.

 But unfortunately, because we're always in hurry,
 I just bring you and I this..

And at the nite you and I have already arrived home,

we'll so tired and forget to have a dinner.

At the midnite you wake up and feelin' so hungry. You'll go downstairs to open the refrigerator, 

but you've forgot something, that we don't have a refrigerator yet.

You'll back upstairs and find me sleep tightly.

And you'll watching me sleep with this emoticon...

Pic here takin' by me, 1st @Al-jamiah, 2nd @Ma Hum and 3th from emoticonally face.

"We will not grow old, darl.."

I have one catchy song to you. This's awesome. :)

Just replay it more than 20th, and you'll feel the sense :D

 

Lenka - We Will Not Grow Old

You and me will be lying side by side - Forever forever
Underneath this adolescent sky - Together together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And You'll be the one, the one to tell me

Oh, we've got a long, long way to go, to get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old

You made me swear that our hearts will never die - No never, no never
Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly - Forget them, forget them
Oh, you told me

Oh, we've got a long, long way to go, to get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old

Oh, how could we know that day, it came with age
That oh, the feeling would fade... 

Oh, we've got a long, long way to go, to get there

We'll get there

But oh, if there's one thing that we know

It's that we will not grow old

Carl and Ellie Fredericksen from the film UP (2009)

IM MAD OF THIS SONG and attributed this to you who I mad for too. :p

Wanna see a great video of this song? I found it on youtube, just click here.

The models of that video is Carl and Ellie, a Pixar characters on UP Movie. I really cried when watch that movie. It had a good touchy love story. :)

Today, When Rain Drops My Home, Drops My Heart..

How water drops look when you capture it with camera from inside the top of ma house :)

I love rain. My childhood was so close with it. When rainy day came, Im up the stairs, bring my umberella and play barefoot at the top of my home. Im mad to see my feet wringkling because of it was so cold.

Someone ever asked me why. But I didn't and don't find an answer till now.
I don't know why I love it. I don't know why I let my feet step in the puddle on the floor. I don't know why I let my cloth's getting wet or I get a headache, I don't know why. I just love it, I just feeling so happy to do that.

Yes, I have, Oo, A Picture from Tumblr!

a picture from tumblr: "have you ever been alone in a crowded room?"